Will I ever know how to love without damaging myself?
Will I ever know how to love without feeling guilty?
Afterall, I always end up the same way, being attracted of who I shouldn't and making my guilt grow.
Is there anyone to find me?
Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new. I'm with you and it's not just a phase, everything is just a mess.
Overthinking gotta be the problem, my mistake, my fault. Not living, just in constant analysis of wtf is going on.
Crisis which don't reach me anywhere.
Who could teach me how to be a human being? An earthling?
I don't wanna be as harmful as living is.
As Loreto Sesma says: I put myself off of what makes me happy for not turning it into sad stuff.
What can I do if I'm such a source of pain?
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